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With every old song of mine it needs to be understood that the perspective of narrative and use of sarcasm/hyperbole/satire shifts rapidly, but the basic message of this song is: hey, I'm 17 and I'm in a really fucked up, abusive relationship where I'm treated like irrelevant garbage, but I'm handling it in the worst possible way.
lyrics
Answer, I'll call you again but answer (just one more time)
I am about to explode from all these crazed feelings I feel
This is the final time I will bother to hit you up
I am so sick of this phone tag
Pick it up you stupid whore [Argh!! Why would I use that word!!]
This will be the end, this will be the last time, this will be the end
My words just never seem important because my magniloquence kills the meaning of things to you.
So I dumb it down and make myself stupider by the second.
I have never gone a day without thinking that I was gonna go down hill.
The sun will never rise again on day where I feel smart enough to breathe. Is this air tainted or something, can you tell me please?
Hang up, I hang up on you and it's over, you understand?
Hurt me: You do it again, now I am done with you for life
Shoot me, just kill me so we'll be together just one more time
Baby, I'm dying inside (make these bullets move, real quick)
Now I've reached reached the end, now I've plateaued and dropped, I am nothing new.
This is so fucked up, this is stupider than you, but it looks like my fault
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